Saturday, February 26, 2011

Damson Dragon

I watched a man die today, when I could have saved him.

When I got home at the end of my shift at 8:30 AM, Ma was up, making breakfast, scrambled eggs with bacon bits and cheese mixed in. She made toast for herself, and sliced tomatoes from her balcony garden, but I can't eat bread, or vegetables. Dragons are pure carnivores, and I inherited that trait, along with pretty much every other dragon trait, despite my mother being human. Apparently dragon genes are pretty potent.

I told Ma about the man who died over breakfast. I've already forgotten his name, which bugs me. Some middle-aged, overweight middle manager who clearly spent too much of his life working hard to make his company wealthy. Somebody should remember his name.

He had a heart attack. Our response times are the best in town, I'm proud to say, so we got to him fast. Some secretary had done CPR on him till we arrived. My partner, Jack, paddled him, and he had a rhythm. He was breathing. If I'd bit him then, he'd have made a full recovery. My venom has some pretty remarkable healing properties when I'm in the right mental space. But I couldn't very well pop out fangs and bite the guy in front of his secretary and half his office. They were all hovering around, no matter how much I tried to get them to go back to their computers and status meetings.

The rhythm faltered, and he gasped right there while all his co-workers gawked. A second attack. It happens sometimes, like aftershocks after an earthquake. We couldn't get him jump-started again. He just ... stopped. And I watched it and did nothing. Well, not nothing. I did everything a human could have done to try to save him. But it wasn't enough.

I could have saved him. Right then, I was the only one who could. But I didn't.

Ma made comforting noises at me. "You have to keep your head down, Damson. I know how hard hiding is on you."

She doesn't though. She has no idea. What's the point of being so different when I can't make a difference? I've got all these abilities, but all I do is hide them. I should be using them to help out, to make the world a better place, like Dad did. That's what he taught me, pretty much from birth.  Ma doesn't see what I see, night after night.

That guy, he was about my age, early sixties, time when humans start to die pretty regularly. I still get carded in bars, or I would if I drank alcohol, but still, he and I were the same age. If I were human, that could have been me, working myself into an early grave. If he survived, he might have taken some time off, gone to Hawaii, written his memoirs, played guitar in a band. He might have done something different with his life, given the chance.

Ma and I ran through the same old argument a little. I pointed out that lots of folks who were different were running around in costumes saving people nowadays. They were on the news and commercials. They got endorsement deals from Nike, got medals from the president. Superheroes like the Protectors were symbols of hope, justice and order. The All American Alliance were showboats, but even they saved lives and protected the innocent. They didn't have to keep their heads down and blend in, even when it cost a man's life.

Ma got all teary-eyed, and scared looking, and made me promise I wouldn't do anything crazy. It was that kind of thinking that cost my dad his life. Georgians got him before I hit puberty, and if they'd have known about me, they'd have taken my head, too. Might have killed Ma, too, just for consorting with dragons. I know that. I know that if I do anything to draw attention to myself, it's not just my life I'm risking, it's Ma's.

Ma's the only family I've had since I was fourteen. It's been just the two of us, moving from place to place whenever folks started to notice that I didn't seem to be getting any older, or if they got a glimpse of my scales or wings. She's spent her whole life looking out for me, sacrificing jobs and friends and anything else in her life that might have mattered to keep me safe. I promised her I wouldn't do anything that would bring the Georgians' attention.

Not Georgians like people from Georgia. Knights in the order of St. George. Dragon slayers. It's a secret society that's existed since just before the dark ages. But they're not ancient history, they're still around. Or at least, they were about 50 years ago, when they chopped my dad's head off, and left his skinned, headless body in the field at our farm for my mother and me to find when we got back from town. That image is burned into my brain forever. The Georgians found dad, even on a little farm outside the tiny town of Hamilton, Texas. He'd been using his gifts to help his neighbors and friends, and word had gotten out.

Yeah, I'll keep my head down, and keep it on my shoulders. For Ma's sake. For now.

I guess if I'm going to write down my thoughts in a diary to keep from going nuts, I should probably sign them, but I'm not sure how. My full name is Damson Diane Drake. Ma named me Damson after the plums. My hair was brilliant purple when I was born. It's black now in most lights, although you can see shimmers of eggplant in bright sunshine. I try to avoid sunshine.

I mostly just go by Dee, because the name on the fake birth certificate I use changes every few years. Currently, it says Diane Emerson, my mother's middle name.

Drake just means male dragon in old English. It was the only last name my dad ever gave. Sir Robert Drake. He was the real deal. He could look as human as anyone one minute, and fly over the house in full scales the next, expand in size till he was twice the size of a plow horse. He was beautiful, too. Scales the color of emeralds, with heavier silver scales on his spine and chest. He used to take me flying over our farm and the woods behind it.

Now, I'm getting all teary-eyed. It's been a really long night. I'm just tired.

Ma's settled in her rocker with her knitting and her cane close by, and her soaps on the TV. She can wake me if she needs anything. That's enough for a first shot at this diary thing.

D Dragon


  1. Having just finished reading the latest instalment of Damson Dragon Diary (currently Birthday Dragon), I just couldn’t resist going back to the beginning and reading the whole story again. I have to applaud you, Paige; you’ve created an engrossing world, full of fascinating characters, woven a storyline that’s kept me entranced from the first chapter to the latest, and your writing style has just the right mix of humour, drama, urgency and charm. In short, I loved reading this story as much as (if not more than) any of the published novels on my bookshelf. And now I’m going to read it all again to take the edge off waiting for the next instalment. Thank you for posting this and providing hours of entertainment!

    Skye Fairwin

    1. Thanks so much for the kind words! I'm working on turning a more polished version of the first year's worth of diary posts, up to "Home is Not a Place for Pit Traps" as an ebook. Should be out soon! Hope you continue to enjoy! I'm loving plotting out mischief for the villain in the new story arc to cause. Damson's life will never be dull.

  2. First Damson Dragon Diary book is out now, "What is a Hero?" is available in print and Kindle format.